I learned that it doesn't matter where in the world you are, when you have a day of rain and thunder and lightning, everything just looks bleak!
DAY 30
I learned that I need to learn and accept, that as we approach Stuart's birthday I become quite 'down' and tetchy!...that I need some 'me' time to wallow and let go. At the moment, I feel quite resentful that I can't do so, because mum and dad are here (and they have their own sorrow, which I have to leave them to get on with- so I feel guilty too!)....next year I have to try to plan better!
Thanks for dropping by!
Take care of you
Alison xx
{{{hugs}}} I learnt something about you today (by searching your blog) hope you are making progress with a few pages about Stuart - a way to "wallow" creatively perhaps?
ReplyDeleteI hope you find the best way for you to cope with the next few days and that you pull through stronger and with the knowledge that you can do it. My thoughts are with you dear blog friend xxx
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing how we manage to reach inside and find that inner strength to get through days that we are dreading and I'll be thinking of you. I agree with 'Jimjams' that maybe a bit of creative work will help. Take good care of yourself x
ReplyDeleteJust to say I'm thinking of you, I hope you get some time on your own with your thoughts. Sending love your way x
ReplyDeleteAlison, I hope you find sometime to get though this difficult time - only you know to do this. Thinking of you
ReplyDelete(((HUGS)) from me too. Hope you can find the stength to get you and your parents through the difficult days.
ReplyDeleteThinking about you today x
ReplyDeletethinking about you, take care xx
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing such a personal moment - and what a cute picture! It's good to remember even if it's painful. HUGS!
ReplyDeleteAlison, I'm sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way too xx
ReplyDeleteHugs to you Alison!!
ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts and prayers. Big {{{HUGS}}}} to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteSending hugs your way Alison! I pray you'll find a few moments of time for yourself and that they Lord will comfort you! :>)
ReplyDeleteBless you, Alison. I can't imagine how difficult it must be for you, and I'm glad to know that your blog friends have given you some love and encouragement to help you through. Count me in on that! ♥
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